When the break-up first happened, we came to a mutual agreement that we wanted to be there for each other when changing our relationship status page to “single” on Facebook. Luckily Facebook has heart with these things and doesn’t post this on your friends’ Newsfeeds. However, I knew that I’d have to make it official to avoid all the questions about what happened. Sadly, this was a lot more painful than I thought it would be. Everyone started messaging and texting me how sorry they are, telling me I’ll find the love of my life one day, and to let them know if I need anything. As expected, I can’t stop crying. The last thing I need is to be told I’ll find true love one day.. do people not realize that he IS the love of my life?! I wouldn’t have said yes to his proposal, if I didn’t think so. Of course I know that I’ll get over this heartache one day, but right now my heart is broken, and can’t imagine my life with anyone else. But above all, it does help knowing I have so many supportive family and friends who care enough to check up on me. I’m definitely feeling the love.. just not from the right person.
Until next time,